Hours
passed like minutes. Minutes passed like hours.
And
still, nothing happened.
I
blinked.
Nothing
happened some more.
Heat
of the afternoon sun permeated the room, flowing in unimpeded through
each of the four large windows before me. Aged upholstery dug into my
unclothed neck and wrists but I couldn't seem to gather the
motivation necessary to shift my weight. Besides, the chair rocked
almost effortlessly with my current position.
Electric
buzzing emanated from the fan in the corner as it struggled to stir
the stagnant air trapped within the room.
My
sanity melted into the very chair I sat upon. Walls warped and turned
inward. Hands and faces pulsed through the melting paint and the
carpet turned to magma bursting up from the earths core. Screaming
filled my mind and yet I sat still, hardly breathing, without
expression.
I
was going crazy.
I
needed to escape.
I
stood up. It was easier than I'd expected. Walls, floor, and
everything were back to normal. The fan still whirling away with it's
hypnotic drone, though no longer holding sway over me. Momentum was
on my side, and not wanting to lose the opportunity, I walked to the
door, opened it, and strolled out of the room.
Cool
air brushed my face with a hint of fresh baked bread as I stepped out
into the family room at my parents house. My younger siblings sat
with varying degrees of glazed expressions as they stared at the
television screen in the corner. Mom worked away in the kitchen,
buttering the tops of the loaves she just pulled out from the oven.
With a sigh of relief, she smiled at me as I made my escape from the
grasp of the mind numbing television program and joined her in the
kitchen.
“What's
up, little prince?” She asked.
I
shrugged down my pride at still being called such, even though I was
in college, and smiled.
“I'm
bored,” I admitted, a dangerous thing to tell a parent on the
weekend, especially when there is always a list several pages long of
things needing to be done around the house hidden somewhere in my
mother's brain.
I
was that bored.
“Well,”
she said and I braced myself for whatever task she saw fit to place
before me. It might not be enjoyable, but at least I would be doing
something rather than nothing. “Why don't you go write a book.”
I
stared.
“What?”
I asked, certain I had misheard the chore she had set me on.
“Write
a book,” she repeated.
I
thought for a moment, turned back to the room from whence I'd come,
grabbed my laptop and resettled myself into the chair. From there,
worlds unfurled, recorded with great care and detail, until my
fingers ached and my eyes refused to focus. Day after day I returned
to that place, figuratively and literally, pouring my soul onto the
digital page. Some days I was filled with inspiration and the stories
flowed out in great cascading waves. Other days my soul was shallow
and murky and barely the slightest reflections of my dreamed up world
could be glimpsed through the mire.
Over
the years, the chair, the room, and even the laptop, have taken on
different shapes, colors, and sizes. Some times I would visit that
place only once in a long while, other times I would rarely leave it,
but always there would be the call. Crying from the deepening
recesses of my mind, in the place I didn't know existed until my
mother kindled it to life, The Story would never let me be, never let
me go.
And
for that, I must say, “Thank You Mother,” for telling me to go
and write a book. For this has been a most enjoyable journey, and has
done more to enrich my life than any other worldly influence.
* * *
This is the story of how I became a writer. I owe it all to my mother.
It's good to remember why we do what we do.
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